Yesterday, I went to cut my hair. :)
BUT
Today when I went for my training, they say it looked weird. T.T

HAHAHAA
I realised that I ate too much. lol.





BYE.

AWWWWW.
Seems like everyone is going to camp, while I'm stuck with my footdrill trainings. :(
I WANT TO HAVE CAMP TOO!!
Without camp, my life are so boring. Everyday watch youtube, LOL.
I wanted to go for the RCY camp on december, BUT THEY SEND OTHERS TO GO. >=((
During my OBS camp, they asked who wanted to go. BUT IM IN PULA UBIN, HOW AM I GOING TO ANSWER THEM!! >=((
In the end, they send others to go. T.T
MY CAMP!!

Next year, secondary FOUR.
Will not have a chance to have many camp because of O level.
I think I will only have 2 camps. Seconday One orientation preparation camp and RCY camp. TWO ONLY. -..-

I have SEVEN camps this YEAR. HAHAHAHA.
1. Seconday One orientation preparation camp
2.TamaNegara [combine UG camp]
3. O.A Silver
4. CUGLT camp [Combine Uniform Group Leadership Training Camp]
5. RCY camp
6. OBS
7. Sec 3 Adventure camp

BWAHAHAHAHA!!

Lol.

My friend just asked me, what homework have I finished.
OPPPS.
I only touched my chinese homework and it is half done. lol.

HAHAHAHA.


BYE.

OOHHHHHH~~~
My internet connection had some problem yesterday, thus, I only have a chance to go on-line until now!! XD

It's good that I get a piece of good news that our bendemeer squad mate is coming for training on monday! By the way, there will be briefing for the footdrill competition. Yesterday, Wei qiang and I went for the ONE hour briefing.

I need to borrow Full-uniform and boots from others.
My boots have went to heaven. :(
While my full-u is TOOOO SHORT. -..-
Who can lent it to me? :D

Monday's training will be more on talking, I think. Of course!!

I have done the labelling for our bottles, BUT WHERE IS JIAYI??!! I need her to help me print it out! Otherwise, we will take the wrong bottle and drink the wrong bottle of water. LOL. Ok la, I think I'm the only who never write my name on my bottle. [Because I'm waiting for my label for my bottle. HAHAHA]

From yesterday until now, I have been stuffing my mouth with food!! FOOD AND FOOD!!
Right now, I have cheese cake, waffle[spelling?], prawn cracker anf bread ON MY TABLE. BWHAHAHAHAA~~~
I'm going to eat all of it~ Athough I'm quite full now because I just finished a chocolate waffle. LOL. * HEH HEH*
HOHO. The prawn cracker that my mother bought from MeiZhenXiang is "WOW". I helped to finish almost half of the packet and now it left 2 piece of crackers. lol. HAO CHI!

I have ba gua for yesterday's breakfast because I'm lazy to buy my breakfast. BA GUA~~~
While eating my cute little ba gua, I lay down on my sofa to watch my favourite DORAEMON SHOW. *MUAHAHAHAHAA* I realised that Doraemon is on every saturday and sunday 0930. HAHAHAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. XDDDDD

I watched my favourite show until wq msg me about the meet up for the footdrill briefing at RC hq. lol. Nearly forget. lol. Luckily that we are not late. There was one person who is late for about half an hour. LOL.

I think I'm going to cut my hair tomorrow. :)
Although it looks the same before or after I cut it.

Currently, I'm listening to !!!
S.H.E -怎么办


BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAAAAAA.
4 more episodes to finish " Love Contract". XDDDDDD

OKAY!!!
Let it sound not serious at all because I'm writing this in a happy mood. :D

First thing.
I never say that you are retarted. If you were referring to me post that I wrote "sound retarted" at the end of the post. IM REFERRING IT TO MYSELF!! Because I realised that I wrote too long just because of your post. Not implying that you are bad, in my post. Neither am i belittling you nor implying you are a bad cadet.

Each and everyone of us is different and have different views. No one will know your true feeling, NOONE!
OKAY~
The meaning of my "useful idea" is, suggest us how to improve your drill and banging so that we wont have to use samula, you understand? Of course, I know samula is a stupid method and you know it. Promise to use less samula. Time is running short and I really want the drill to be perfect in the shortest time possible. If our drills are ok in a few weeks time, the rest of the trainings will be cancel. Who dont want to have a break. I'm not a rcy freak, ok.

IM not that unreasonable to scold someone who is giving opinion. When Im "angry"??? Alamak! When I dont smile, it is not that im angry la. -.- It's just that I'm moodless. When I dont smile, I know, someone told me I have a chao bin when I never smile. It's not that I'm angry, IM NOT ANGRY. I just felt quite dissapointed and I'm not angry. Do not be mistaken.

At the starting of the blog, I have been implying that everything I am going to write is MY VIEWS. * words wrote in capital letter do not mean that I'm raising my voice. just to attract attention* If you think I'm scolding or belittling you, i can say sorry. Sorry about my using of words. But Im really not scolding anyone, although it Looks like.

I admire people who can train their footdrill with their friends and even have a mini version of it. I just have this feeling of "WA". You shown passion in footdrill. Please do not give up because of the dumb chairperson. You choosen RCY as your cca. Please continue it. If you think Im still your friend, please go for training.Only about 8 months more to go before I past out from RCY.

Delighted to hear that you have a wonderful feeling after doing footdrill. I'm really happy.
Why I am happy? I dont know, just have that feeling.

Who dont want to be easy going. I want to be too... All the other senior keep on telling me to be strict. I know what will happen if Im not strict or even too strict.

Do you even know the slightest thing can make me happy. like you all greeting me early in the morning, Im so happy.
Vice versa. The slightest thing or even look on all of your face can cause me to feel sad. When I see how you all felt tired during the training, of course I feel the urge to give you all break.

I did not choose RCY as my cca. During my sec one, immediately when i knew that my cca is RCY, i felt "WA KAO! KNS LA" Felt like quiting it too.

But I dont know why, I didnt quit it even though my Mother keeps on calling me to quit.
I have skin problem. Whenever I sweat I will feel itchy and wanted to scratch it, causing it to bleed. Thus, doing footdrill when I am going to stand under the hot sun is a big problem to me.

I'm sorry that I missed out the point that the trainings we have lack laughters.

I did not complain to mrs chua that you did not come for training. In fact, she does not know. Please dont think that I will do that.

If Im not serious then who will?

To be true, Im just locking my emotions up with that so call serious ness. Otherwise after each week training i will end up crying.

SORRY! Let everything patch up. It's better to talk to you face to face rather than talking in blog. Shanice is doing her best to patch things up. Dont let her effort go into waste. Even though you felt reluctant to go for anymore trainings, please go. See you on monday.

I have rang yi bu le. What are you deciding to do?

by a dumb person.

HAHAHA.
I'm enjoying my day at home. HA.

花样少年少女 ~~
BWAHAHAHAAA
It's a new show. xD

HAHAHAA

NEXT!!

Song by S.H.E 怎么办

:DDDDDDDD

S.H.E -怎么办
怎么办哦怎么办
为什么你为什么
老是把空气全都吸光了
害得我你害得我
在你面前呼吸急促需要叫救护车
别看我先别看我
我的脸红就快要爆料了
没什么哪有什么
我是绝对不会承认我喜欢你了
怎么办感觉甜又酸
偷偷爱你快乐又孤单
怎么办爱却不能讲
你真讨厌不来帮我的忙
你怎么可以这样笑容打败太阳
甚至比我还要更好看
我虽然无力抵挡但是日子还长
总有一天换你为我疯狂
为什么你为什么
这样不讲理的就出现了
害得我你害得我
连仅有的一点矜持优雅全都毁了
靠近我别靠近我
到底离你多近比较好呢
完蛋了我完蛋了
我整个人眼看就快不是我的了
怎么办感觉甜又酸
偷偷爱你快乐又孤单
怎么办爱却不能讲
你真讨厌不来帮我的忙

你怎么可以这样笑容打败太阳
甚至比我还要更好看
我虽然无力抵挡但是日子还长
总有一天换你为我疯狂
为我疯狂
怎么办感觉甜又酸
偷偷爱你快乐又孤单
怎么办爱却不能讲
你真讨厌不来帮我的忙
怎么办感觉甜又酸
偷偷爱你快乐又孤单
怎么办爱却不能讲
你真讨厌不来帮我的忙
你怎么可以这样笑容打败太阳
甚至比我还要更好看
我虽然无力抵挡但是日子还长
总有一天换你为我疯狂
怎么办感觉甜又酸
偷偷爱你快乐又孤单
怎么办爱却不能讲
你真讨厌不来帮我的忙
你怎么可以这样笑容打败太阳
甚至比我还要更好看
我虽然无力抵挡但是日子还长
总有一天换你为我疯狂
怎么办感觉甜又酸
偷偷爱你快乐又孤单
怎么办爱却不能讲
你真讨厌不来帮我的忙

Currently, I AM ROTTING AT HOME !! But, I enjoy it. XDD

Waiting for episode TWO of 花样少年少女 . XD

Pardon my straightness for the rest of my views.

HELL.
*Feel like saying vulgarities, but I will not*
I have been doing footdrill for like three years. FUN? NO. I go through all this "not fun at the starting of the training", YOU want it to be fun? Stop saying it in your blog, TELL US STRAIGHT AND GIVE US YOUR USEFUL IDEAS.

Yes, I keep on saying samula. SO? UNHAPPY? Don't YOU even know the reason why? If you dont know, ask. You do have a mouth, do you? "They pissed me off by saying samula" HELL. As if I never kanna that. It's a vicious cycle and we dont want to stop it. Dont understand? Ask me. Yes, I'm being pissed off at times when I'm being trained by others. SO WHAT? SHOW my bloody attitude? NO. I know WHY they keep on doing the same thing[saying samula]. If our footdrill is that perfect and correct, we dont have to even train and saying SAMULA. Please, have a conscious mind, dont be control by your emotions.
Yes, correct, saying samula is damn easy. THEN? WHAT DO YOU WANT? Bash me? I can be out of the squad teaching you all is the reason. I'm your senior is another reason. My rank is higher than you is another reason. Because I'm teaching you that's why I can command the squad. While you cant. Wait for another TWO YEARS , is the one and only suggestion I can say. "They only do the drills for a short period of time and not like us which did the drills for hours?" You are tired, I know. You are not that weak, am i right? Same reason above apply here as well.

I know it's long, but please continue to read.

All the others are training hard. Only you looked irritated by us. Why others do not? They are not mad to come back for trainings during holidays. Just because they are willing to scacrifice. :) I like the others squad mates because of their good attitude. It makes me feel even more energertic to go for trainings. Run to third floor is a punishment. Unreasonable? YOU ARE JUST NOT THERE TO SEE HOW WE SUFFER DURNING MY PAST YEAR TRAININGS. You are considered lucky enough. Last time, we ran here and there, up and down. TOUGH? Yes, past year trainings are tough, not this year's. Shut up if you dont know how we suffer. Remember this is a uniform group not a playground.

If I made you run up to the third floor and you will leave? This is the seond week of training and you all or even some dont even show me what you all should have doing better in. What can I do? Last week, no punishment at all, only warnings. This week, you should have realised what we will do. If not, reflect. Reflect on youe behaviour. Dont feel like reflecting? That tiny brain in your head is yours not mine. I cant control. No reflection done is equals to you will hate us more ad nothing is going to be improve. Actions have consequences. Be mindful of what you are doing, no matter if it's a small task. Be mindful. Think before you do something. At times, the consequences are always more serious than you can imagine. That's my views. Think before you act, can create a clearer mind set. Decision is yours. Wake up from your beautiful but unreal dream.

Face it.
You are choosen to take part in the competition because you can.

Do not think that the earth are alive because you are living inside it. Be strong and have stronger determination. Determination can get a lot of things done.

For the one [if you think you are] who are working hard in the squad, Keep up the good job. :D You will get hold of more things then these who are complaining but doing nothing to improve themselves.

Think about it.
Reflection will do you good.
I'm not blogging for the sake of blogging. sound retarted.

HAHAHHAA.
I just reached home. ALL WET, perhaps only the back and the side, because of the rain. Right now, in front of the computer, I AM STILL WET.
Before it rained, I was with Yanting. The two of us were dumb, knew that it was going to rain but we still went out. We went to the National Library to borrow books. I had 4 while she borrow 2.
Three chinese book. lol.
When I alighted from the bus, I realised that IT IS RAINING! I have no umbrella. However, I still walked out from the bus stop and tried to cross the road. At that point of time, the rain was not that heavy. While waiting to cross the road, (OMG) the rain gets heavier. T.T
HAHA.
BUT!!
Today is my lucky day~
I met a HAO XIN REN!!!
She took out an umbrella which is small, BUT she was willing to share with me. :DDDDDD
She promised to send me under my block too. HAHAHAA.
SHE IS SO GOOD. :))))
After sending me, she proceed to her destination, the Church. I think, if I never remember it wrongly, it is located oppasite block 20 or 23.

SHE IS A HAO REN.
Because she's willing to share her umbrella with me when the umbrella isn't very big. While sheltering me with HAO REN umbrella, I'm so touched. HAHA . There are hao ren in this world. lol.
Most of the people, I guess, will simply walked pass me, pretending not to see me.

HAHAHA.

LAST FOOTDRILL TRAINING FOR THE WEEK! YES, I mean for this week. -.-




HONEY AND CLOVER!!





















HAHAHA. :DDD

FOOTDRILL TRAINING
You are there to learn new types of footdrill and practise every single type of footdrill and lastly, perfect it. If you find it boring, show me that you can have perfect banging and etc. If not, you need practise. Practise makes perfect. If you think it is too boring, we welcome suggestions. Instead of saying out your feelings at a corner, why don't you just tell us. It's useless to talk at a corner without letting us know. Show us your improvement on footdrill then we will teach you more. However, please be more serious and alert of what the seniors told you to do. We don't want to keep on shouting as if I like to.
Learn how to differentiate when to be serious and when to be not.

Second footdrill training. :)
same 5 people not coming for the training. However, they have valid reason. :D
Do not be absent for anything without a valid reason or being control by your emotion. You will regret later on.

For any squad mates who are reading this: Is there enough water break?

I have been coughing for the last few days. :(
Our RCY ex-chairman is joining back to RCY and becoming to be advisor.
LOL.
He will be joining the footdrill competition too. A secondary Five student. Weird. Normally they don't have to come back.

Secondary One orientation performance and planning of booth are left un-touched. Right now, I want to focus on their footdrill. Have to squeeze my time and my energy out to settle them.

My body is not in a good condition now. :(

暖暖

by Liang Jing Ru

都可以随便的

你说的我都愿意去

小火车摆动的旋律

都可以是真的

你说的我都会相信

因为我完全信任你

细腻的喜欢

毛毯般的厚重感

晒过太阳熟悉的安全感

分享的汤我们俩吃汤吃一个碗

左心房暖暖的好保暖

我想说其实你很好

你自己却不知道

真心的对我好

不要求回报

爱一个人希望他过更好

他从心里暖暖的

你对自己更重要

都可以随便的

你说的我都愿意去

回忆里满足的旋律

都可以是真的

你说的我都会相信

你说的我都会相信

因为我完全信任你

细腻的喜欢

你手掌的厚实感

什么困难都觉得有希望

我很这个你自然的就接下一段

我知道暖暖就在胸膛

我想说其实你很好

你自己却不知道

真心的对我好

不要求回报

爱一个人希望他过更好

他从心里暖暖的

你对自己更重要

我想说其实你很好

你自己却不知道

从来都很低调

自信心不高

爱一个人希望他过更好

他从心里暖暖的

你对自己更重要

It's the first footdrill training for the holiday. What I see during the training was, slack.
I knew it. The first training will be super slack.
Tomorrow will be a different kind training. Or even, the trainings will get tougher. The squad is not ready to take part in the competition. However, I trust myself. I will do my best to improve their footdrill, let them be able to gain confident. :)
I just want to see and HEAR, hand co-ordination and perfect banging.
YAY.
Thanks for putting your effort to come for the trainings. We will be able to suceed if we continue to attend the training regularly and punctually.=) Of course, attending trainings with the correct attitude. Be serious and stop laughing in the squad. -.- There's nothing funny to laugh about.





MyLIFE.


HAHAHA.
Had chicken rice for my lunch. :D
HAO CHI.

Went back home.
The minute I reach home, I slept. lol.
Woke up and bath.
Goong is my favorite show. =)
Continue to watch tv programme. xD
I am so relax.

HOWEVER.
I still have to remind the absenties who never came for the footdrill training.

Where is my holiday homework?
I dump it somewhere. Better take it back and place it in a safe place. Otherwise, I will lost them.

There are still lots of planning to take care of. =
Help me la.

I will end my day with positive thinking. :D I don't want to have nightmare of seeing myself in the parade ground doing footdrill alone in the dark and cloudy night when I can feel the chilling wind blowing onto my face.
I think too much. xD



I wonder what's the use of the NCOs?

HAHAHA.
Tomorrow is the first footdrill training.
For the last few days, I'm just rottening at home. I did nothing.

HOHO
I shall buck up on my studies during the holiday, if i can. =D

HAHAHA.

You Are Apple Red

You're never one to take life too seriously, and because of it, you're a ton of fun.And although you have a great sense of humor, you are never superficial.Deep and caring, you do like to get to the core of people - to understand them well.However, any probing you do is light hearted and fun, sometimes causing people to misjudge you.

What Color Red Are You?

People Envy Your Compassion

You have a kind heart and an unusual empathy for all living creatures. You tend to absorb others' happiness and pain.People envy your compassion, and more importantly, the connections it helps you build. And compassionate as you are, you feel for them.

What Do People Envy About You?

REALLY? LOL.

Your Emoticon is Cool

You're not feeling particularly up or down, just relaxed and calm. You're ready for whatever is going to happen next!

What Emoticon Best Represents You Right Now?

IT'S TRUE. LOL.

Your Luck Quotient: 68%

You have a high luck quotient.More often than not, you've felt very lucky in your life.You may be randomly lucky, but it's probably more than that.Optimistic and open minded, you take advantage of all the luck that comes your way.

How Lucky Are You?

You Are a Fruitcake!

You taste like nothing else in this world.And get ready, you're about to get tossed!

What Crappy Christmas Gift Are You?

tossed? -..-

You Are Animal

A complete lunatic, you're operating on 100% animal instincts.You thrive on uncontrolled energy, and you're downright scary.But you sure can beat a good drum."Kill! Kill!"

The Muppet Personality Test

ok lor.

You Should Learn Chinese

Surprised? You shouldn't be - Chinese is perfect for an ambitious person like you.You're a natural entrepreneur, and a billion people are waiting to do business with you!

What Language Should You Learn?

natural entrepreneur??!! LOL.

You Are Cookie Monster

Misunderstood as a primal monster, you're a true hedonist with a huge sweet tooth. You are usually feeling: Hungry. Cookies are preferred, but you'll eat anything if cookies aren't around. You are famous for: Your slightly crazy eyes and usual way of speaking How you life your life: In the moment. "Me want COOKIE!"

The Sesame Street Personality Quiz

LOL.

Why some of you treat me nicely and some treat me like shit.
When I'm back from OBS, i realised that you really treat me like a maid.
The contrast is too big.

Stop saying that I'm acting ke lian. The fact is, I'm not.

Always giving me hope and the next minute it is gone.

I'm tired. I shouldn't be treated like this. Be nicer to me and I will too.
Don't question me, it makes me feel that you are questioning a criminal who had done something very wrong.

Will you really be happy if I jump down from the highest storey?
:(