OKAY!!!
Let it sound not serious at all because I'm writing this in a happy mood. :D

First thing.
I never say that you are retarted. If you were referring to me post that I wrote "sound retarted" at the end of the post. IM REFERRING IT TO MYSELF!! Because I realised that I wrote too long just because of your post. Not implying that you are bad, in my post. Neither am i belittling you nor implying you are a bad cadet.

Each and everyone of us is different and have different views. No one will know your true feeling, NOONE!
OKAY~
The meaning of my "useful idea" is, suggest us how to improve your drill and banging so that we wont have to use samula, you understand? Of course, I know samula is a stupid method and you know it. Promise to use less samula. Time is running short and I really want the drill to be perfect in the shortest time possible. If our drills are ok in a few weeks time, the rest of the trainings will be cancel. Who dont want to have a break. I'm not a rcy freak, ok.

IM not that unreasonable to scold someone who is giving opinion. When Im "angry"??? Alamak! When I dont smile, it is not that im angry la. -.- It's just that I'm moodless. When I dont smile, I know, someone told me I have a chao bin when I never smile. It's not that I'm angry, IM NOT ANGRY. I just felt quite dissapointed and I'm not angry. Do not be mistaken.

At the starting of the blog, I have been implying that everything I am going to write is MY VIEWS. * words wrote in capital letter do not mean that I'm raising my voice. just to attract attention* If you think I'm scolding or belittling you, i can say sorry. Sorry about my using of words. But Im really not scolding anyone, although it Looks like.

I admire people who can train their footdrill with their friends and even have a mini version of it. I just have this feeling of "WA". You shown passion in footdrill. Please do not give up because of the dumb chairperson. You choosen RCY as your cca. Please continue it. If you think Im still your friend, please go for training.Only about 8 months more to go before I past out from RCY.

Delighted to hear that you have a wonderful feeling after doing footdrill. I'm really happy.
Why I am happy? I dont know, just have that feeling.

Who dont want to be easy going. I want to be too... All the other senior keep on telling me to be strict. I know what will happen if Im not strict or even too strict.

Do you even know the slightest thing can make me happy. like you all greeting me early in the morning, Im so happy.
Vice versa. The slightest thing or even look on all of your face can cause me to feel sad. When I see how you all felt tired during the training, of course I feel the urge to give you all break.

I did not choose RCY as my cca. During my sec one, immediately when i knew that my cca is RCY, i felt "WA KAO! KNS LA" Felt like quiting it too.

But I dont know why, I didnt quit it even though my Mother keeps on calling me to quit.
I have skin problem. Whenever I sweat I will feel itchy and wanted to scratch it, causing it to bleed. Thus, doing footdrill when I am going to stand under the hot sun is a big problem to me.

I'm sorry that I missed out the point that the trainings we have lack laughters.

I did not complain to mrs chua that you did not come for training. In fact, she does not know. Please dont think that I will do that.

If Im not serious then who will?

To be true, Im just locking my emotions up with that so call serious ness. Otherwise after each week training i will end up crying.

SORRY! Let everything patch up. It's better to talk to you face to face rather than talking in blog. Shanice is doing her best to patch things up. Dont let her effort go into waste. Even though you felt reluctant to go for anymore trainings, please go. See you on monday.

I have rang yi bu le. What are you deciding to do?

by a dumb person.