Pardon my straightness for the rest of my views.
HELL.
*Feel like saying vulgarities, but I will not*
I have been doing footdrill for like three years. FUN? NO. I go through all this "not fun at the starting of the training", YOU want it to be fun? Stop saying it in your blog, TELL US STRAIGHT AND GIVE US YOUR USEFUL IDEAS.
Yes, I keep on saying samula. SO? UNHAPPY? Don't YOU even know the reason why? If you dont know, ask. You do have a mouth, do you? "They pissed me off by saying samula" HELL. As if I never kanna that. It's a vicious cycle and we dont want to stop it. Dont understand? Ask me. Yes, I'm being pissed off at times when I'm being trained by others. SO WHAT? SHOW my bloody attitude? NO. I know WHY they keep on doing the same thing[saying samula]. If our footdrill is that perfect and correct, we dont have to even train and saying SAMULA. Please, have a conscious mind, dont be control by your emotions.
Yes, correct, saying samula is damn easy. THEN? WHAT DO YOU WANT? Bash me? I can be out of the squad teaching you all is the reason. I'm your senior is another reason. My rank is higher than you is another reason. Because I'm teaching you that's why I can command the squad. While you cant. Wait for another TWO YEARS , is the one and only suggestion I can say. "They only do the drills for a short period of time and not like us which did the drills for hours?" You are tired, I know. You are not that weak, am i right? Same reason above apply here as well.
I know it's long, but please continue to read.
All the others are training hard. Only you looked irritated by us. Why others do not? They are not mad to come back for trainings during holidays. Just because they are willing to scacrifice. :) I like the others squad mates because of their good attitude. It makes me feel even more energertic to go for trainings. Run to third floor is a punishment. Unreasonable? YOU ARE JUST NOT THERE TO SEE HOW WE SUFFER DURNING MY PAST YEAR TRAININGS. You are considered lucky enough. Last time, we ran here and there, up and down. TOUGH? Yes, past year trainings are tough, not this year's. Shut up if you dont know how we suffer. Remember this is a uniform group not a playground.
If I made you run up to the third floor and you will leave? This is the seond week of training and you all or even some dont even show me what you all should have doing better in. What can I do? Last week, no punishment at all, only warnings. This week, you should have realised what we will do. If not, reflect. Reflect on youe behaviour. Dont feel like reflecting? That tiny brain in your head is yours not mine. I cant control. No reflection done is equals to you will hate us more ad nothing is going to be improve. Actions have consequences. Be mindful of what you are doing, no matter if it's a small task. Be mindful. Think before you do something. At times, the consequences are always more serious than you can imagine. That's my views. Think before you act, can create a clearer mind set. Decision is yours. Wake up from your beautiful but unreal dream.
Face it.
You are choosen to take part in the competition because you can.
Do not think that the earth are alive because you are living inside it. Be strong and have stronger determination. Determination can get a lot of things done.
For the one [if you think you are] who are working hard in the squad, Keep up the good job. :D You will get hold of more things then these who are complaining but doing nothing to improve themselves.
Think about it.
Reflection will do you good.
I'm not blogging for the sake of blogging. sound retarted.
20 November 2006
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