30 March 2006

30 March 2006

i almost forget that person actually exists in this world.

things that happen,,
a few more ppl are going for the SYF training.
im going to have 2 camps in june. rcy camp and a camp to malaysia.
physics and e-math test are going to be tested on the same day -.-
don't understand bio, chem, physic and lit lesson.
passion for lit is decreasing.[is tt true? kind of.]
don't feel like doing anything.
im fading away. i can't find them and im losing myself,true self.
i might look happy.
past.
getting home trying to entertain myself and her
i knows all her behaviour
she feels tt she was hated by some of the friend in her class
she trys to be happy and she did it by her own way.
she imagine to have a close friend.
she just read a story abt a boy who was also like her and tt boy was also imaginating his own best friend. but in the end, it was just his imagination. it was unreal. he cried.
when she was sec 1, she had no close friend.
she kept everything to herself.
everything.
she hide her tears.
she trys to settle everything by herself and she manage to.
she was suffocated.
she wonder.
wondering.

she will be fine :) for sure.

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